Tag: fear
member name: casey d.
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September 29, 2007 06:22 PM EDT --
Come Out
Little girl brought up in fright
She kept herself hidden
By keeping in the night
No one acknowledged her presence
Until a mind un-warped by society
Told her she was equal
Told her she was . . .
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March 18, 2008 01:28 PM EDT --
I wait until my stepmom leaves
And then I sneak into a pantry with ease.
The bottle sits there glass and clear
A wrapper blue is called me there
Opened up with the twist of a cap.
So simple. . . .
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January 30, 2008 04:54 PM EST --
Randomly, like a lot of girls, I like to feel good about myself, even if it means dressing femininely. Today I got dressed up, my dress was black red and white, and at first look it's a little bit . . .
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June 22, 2008 12:40 AM EDT --
She was coming towards me in a fun and loving way
But I couldn't help but to think of him on that day
When everything I thought mattered was stolen from me
By a guy I barely knew
When . . .
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March 19, 2008 01:30 PM EDT --
Suicide and Self injury
The thoughts of them are taking over me
Not strong enough to fightit long
Wishing, hoping they'd be gone
I can't force them out
They're overwhelming
Hard . . .
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March 21, 2008 03:26 PM EDT --
Crew cuts and tight buns
Straight lines, precision, and obedience
Death and pain on all accounts
This is what it costs
Long days, hard nights
Often far away from home
Tears . . .
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March 21, 2008 07:23 PM EDT --
I run outside
as the tears begin to
well up in my eyes
The clouds are letting loose
and the raindrops begin
to drench my shoulders
I turn my face upwards
to the heavens
and I let . . .
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April 08, 2008 01:17 PM EDT --
My adopted sister's father died yesterday of a heart attack. She didn't get to mend the bridges that broke when she left her father's house and is now beating herself up over it. I don't . . .
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August 30, 2008 12:35 AM EDT --
Cut away the mask you wear
Cut away the pain and the despair
Cut away the memories
and cut away the shell you've made to look like you
Leave the real, rough edge.
Leave what makes you . . .
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October 27, 2008 01:53 PM EDT --
Some things are strong by force
Some things are weak by nature
What am I?
I sometimes fight to be heard
does fighting make me strong?
I sometimes fall and cry
does crying make me weak? . . .
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May 29, 2009 10:19 AM EDT --
Last night I got into a fight with my stepmom, and so it turned into a fight with my dad. I had said "I'm a teenager, deal with it." Sherrie didn't like that response.
Dad's idea is "I'm the landlord, . . .
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January 10, 2008 09:36 AM EST --
Hiding the scars doesn't change
What I did to myself
Maybe they'll fade someday
but that won't change my actions
Dark lines on my arms
I see them darker than others do
Possibly because . . .
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January 10, 2008 09:25 AM EST --
I wanted someone to hold me
To tell me things would be okay
Even if they didn't know for sure
If or when they would be
I wanted someone to look at me
then kiss away all of the pain
of the cuts . . .
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February 01, 2008 01:43 PM EST --
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February 15, 2008 01:14 PM EST --
*******
A Hell at School
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Araya was walking down the hall to her locker, her head was swimming with thoughts of her
friend, Alex's, party that night. It was going to be "sweet" . . .
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February 16, 2008 03:58 PM EST --
The way things ended I didn't understand
where we were as friends
The way we talked I'd thought it was love
but upon further inspection I learned
That you didn't know what love was. . . .
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March 12, 2008 12:52 PM EDT --
Last night my stepmother, sister and I were at the mall. My stepmother's cell phone rang and she told us we had to leave. In a rush we walked through the mall to the parking lot at the other end, getting . . .
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March 18, 2008 01:33 PM EDT --
" Boo."
That's what he said to me. That's all he said. And he walked away, well I can't say he walked, more he glided, after all ghosts can't walk. They'd fall right . . .
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July 21, 2008 06:35 PM EDT --
I look into the mirror
and I want to scream
I want to break the image that looks back at me
I look into the mirror
and I see a girl
Who doesn't love herself
who isn't strong . . .
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October 30, 2008 08:14 PM EDT --
craving what has kept her sane
but also has driven her to near insanity.
craving something dangerous
craving something to keep her safe
safe from breaking down, crying and going All the way . . .
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